Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Wouldn't Change Anything

Realizing this week that last year at this time I had just discovered that I was pregnant with Gabe. . .

and so I asked my heart - you didn't have him to hold then. . . do you just wish you could go back to pre-Gabe. . . before the pain. . . before the shattered heart. . . before the nightmare. . .?

I was overwhelmed at my whole being's response to my own question.

I'd love you all over again, little man, even if I had known it would only be four months.


  1. Truly can't even comprehend the pain, Hayley, but I know I would not want to give up the special moments either.

  2. Brought tears to my eyes. Hang on...that's all I can say. Your strength and courage are commendable. Keep heart and faith. We are all with you.

  3. Children are a blessing from God! No matter how much time we get to spend with them. God has truely blessed your family and he will continue to do so!

  4. Continuing to lift you up in prayer!!

  5. Oh how precious. We love them no matter how much time He gives us with them. Keep hanging on to Jesus' hand.