Realizing this week that last year at this time I had just discovered that I was pregnant with Gabe. . .
and so I asked my heart - you didn't have him to hold then. . . do you just wish you could go back to pre-Gabe. . . before the pain. . . before the shattered heart. . . before the nightmare. . .?
I was overwhelmed at my whole being's response to my own question.
I'd love you all over again, little man, even if I had known it would only be four months.